When I think of him now...

When I think of him even my heart smiles.
My pussy clenches.
His name, his voice, his image all are synonymous with pleasure.
The more he makes me cum the more I am his. The more I want to be his.
I'm growing closer to him.
The bad feelings from months ago are almost non existent, just vague shadows without form.
When I think of him now, I don't feel pain, or jealousy, or upset. I only feel happiness, calmness, and of course lust.
I just want to hold him and kiss him and love him.
I want to care for him.
I want to give him everything.
Everything I am.
I love him so very much.
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