Ok

Not sure why I freaked out.

I do know, when I saw her posts I experienced an overwhelming feeling of panic. It was deep in my stomach and washed over my whole body. It created a tightness in my throat and started my tears falling.

I felt like they were making a fool of me. I felt like I should run away.

I don't get it. I don't understand my panic. Even if they were having a relationship, it doesn't really affect me, I mean, except that I think thoughts that upset me. I know he loves me. He's been amazing.

I love talking with him.
About anything and everything.
I love hearing about his life.
I love the sex.
I love his dominance.