It's Morning

I've been having a dream about M.
*sigh*
There are many things I miss.
He was not entirely bad.
I know that he loved me, loves me.
Sometimes though love just isn't enough.
I know that we can never get back together. Ever. It's much too dangerous now that I know what he's capable of.
For years and years I've been telling him, trying to explain the concept... that you can choose your actions, but, you do not get to choose the consequences of your actions.

I was just going to type, perhaps if I made different choices, but that is a mind trap. The fact is, I didn't, and there's no going back.

I have to stop feeling responsible for the way everyone feels.
I've been reading a lot about Empaths, sometimes I think that perhaps that's my biggest issue. It's because I can feel the anguish of others. It's not scientific (well at least not yet) but I do seem to be very in tune with how others are feeling.

OK, going to sleep for a bit longer.
Good morning. lol