Tired / Angry

I'm tired and in a rotten mood.
Angry at everything and everyone!
I just want to lash out!
I want to hit something!
I don't really know why.

That wasn't very submissive of you... He says....
Well he's not always Dominant either!
I am so so angry.
I don't even understand why.
I just feel like telling him to fuck off. Not forever. Just for now.
I won't do it. Because that's not what I really want. But this anger in me is hard to control.
I'm struggling.
He says "get it done"
I'm Thinking...
"How about you go fuck yourself and I'll do whatever the hell I want!"
Of course I don't say it. Of course I'll do what he says, even though obeying him is pissing me off today.
I don't even know why. He truly hasn't done anything wrong.
But I just feel like telling him to get the fuck away from me. To leave me alone.
That's not what I really want.
Ugh!
So what the fuck is wrong with me?