Ugh!!!

I just want to turn off my notifications so he can't contact me.
But then I don't want to either.
Or rather, I won't because I am his submissive and even though I'm mad at him, I still want to be his.
Ugh!!
I am so frustrated.
What???
What did I do that was soooo unacceptable!????

I am not angry that he had sex with his wife!!!
But it was nasty of him to throw it in y face!
Yes he said sorry.
Well sorry doesn't stop the hurt.
Sorry doesn't take away the frustration.
Sorry doesn't erase the fact that he really had no idea of my needs or if he did he really didn't care.
Not in a deliberate "stick it to her" way, but in a "never even crossed his mind way."

I've been telling him and telling him and telling him how much I needed him. So what, he didn't believe me???

Perhaps he just doesn't really care about my needs anymore.