Awake.

Feeling sad for M.
Wish I could help him.
Not because I want to be with him.
I don't.
I've wanted to be free for a very long time.
But,
Because he is another human being who is hurting, he is tormenting himself daily.

And

I'm longing to be held.
In the strong arms of a man.
Like my Dad would hold me when I was little.
*sigh*