My Conversation With G

You saved me, you have stood by me, you have tried to be a better man, being honest with me, taking my feelings into consideration, being patient with my insecurities. Taking the time and making a real honest effort to regain my trust. You are smart, loving, sexy, not to mention very creative and talented when it comes to phone sex and cyber sex. You are an amazing man. I only wish that someday I will feel your arms around me, I will get to kneel naked at your feet, to feel your cock enter me and your hot cum filling me and that I will someday get to wear your collar, to truly be yours. That's how much I love you.

I know you love me too, I do know that. But, it's not the same.

Him:
of course no it is not the same as being there in person. But we make the most of it don't worry sweetie?

Me:
No. That's not what I was saying. Your love for me is not the same as the love I have for you.

Him:
that is also true. A man loves a woman in a different way that she loves him

Me:
You have captured my heart and my mind. Losing you, being released would be traumatic for me... for you... It would be, as you've said... bittersweet. I would be emotionally and psychologically devastated. This... a D/s relationship is much deeper and requires a much deeper level of responsibility. I am not sure you were fully aware, or even are aware now of the seriousness of being a Dom to a submissive woman. Your other ladies are not like me. They don't want to be yours 24/7. They don't, haven't given up all control to you. You are my leader, my owner. Each day that passes I become more and more yours, I am nothing without you now.

This is not a vanilla relationship. And I'm not talking about the sex part at all. You're in my head, all the time, everywhere I go, everything I do. I'm always thinking of you.

I need you to own me. To see me as your property. And treat me as such. It makes me whole, it gives me peace when you exercise your will, when you remind me in no uncertain terms who is in control.

OK. lol. You're probably regretting showing me that link now. lol. Sorry, I got a little long winded. 💋💜

A submissive woman's love for her Dom, is mountains above a vanilla woman's love for her husband. It just is.