I'm afraid

I'm afraid that I'm giving myself to a man who just wants to play.

ShesADaddysGirl who was my friend first, is making comments all the time that seem just a little bit too familiar.

"You know where I am xo"
"I'll be waiting with a warm embrace"

Am I that fucking stupid.
SMH

Exact words

 and I will be here when you return from your solitude needing a warm embrace

I messaged him, said I needed to pull away.
He said call me.
I could barely talk.
I don't want to be made a fool of again.
I don't want to give myself to a man who does not see me as his priority.

He says, she's just a very warm expressive person. Which she is.
This sucks.
These feelings suck.
I want my happiness back.
:'(

I know this is my own issue...
It's a trust thing.
I am afraid of trusting him or anyone too much. I'm so afraid of being hurt again. Last time I had suspicions, they were right.
Forgive but never Forget.
Fool me once shame on you.
Fool me twice shame on me.