We will never meet

I have to accept that.
I did, accept it, at first.
I was grateful for what we had.
But, that was before the great divide.
He says, he would "like" that.
But, he would not promise.
So, to me that says, it's not going to happen.

We were talking, about if we lived closer. He says, he thinks, if we did, it wouldn't be long before I was carrying his child. That, made my heart start pounding. I know I wrote about it, as a wonderful fantasy (Eternity) but to speak of it as he did, as reality, it made me realize that he's right. I would want that. If we lived closer. I will admit, I do want that. I want to carry his child. I've thought about it, a lot.
I didn't know though, that it was the same for him, that he truly wants to breed me in real life, that if I lived closer, it would make it difficult for him to resist making that desire a reality. It touched me . (ugh I know other people might think it's awful but I love the term "breed" in this context.)

That would be an adventure for sure.