So cold

Tonight my apartment is freezing. My feet and ankles so cold they were hurting. So I put on some layers, then got under my blankets, after being here for an hour or so, my feet finally feel warm.

G was hospitalized. Had to do with  the colitis that he  had when he was younger. He's home safe now.

I think I'm getting used to not being able to contact him. Although, I think it does also mean that I'm not as dependent on him. Which means we're not as close as we were. But maybe that's a good thing. I do need to be able to stand on my own two feet. Without always depending on him.

Christmas coming only a few days away well I guess it's six days away. Still that's not very long. I've got lots of snow flakes made me be about 40. Just need to get the mone stiffened and then can give them out to people on Christmas. I hope people like them. I figure it's something they can keep forever and it will remind them of me. That maybe they'll hang them on the tree every year or something. That would be very sweet.