We talked

He apologizes that he was not there for me, last night. He says he was not with his baby girls last night. That's what He says.

He says he may even disable his Fetlife account. He says, it's too much of a distraction. I said nothing.
I do not want to voice my opinion, but I do hope that he does shut down his account. The thought of him on there flirting with other women tears my heart to shreds. Makes me feel useless. Not good enough.
We'll see if he actually does it, or not.

He speaks. I listen.
He hurts me. I forgive.
Is it wise? I do not know.