Seems like we're growing apart

I don't have a lot of contact with Bill anymore. A few minutes, here and there. I'm not upset. But I do miss him. It does feel as though we are growing apart. He is more like a friend with benefits than a Sir. I don't feel those submissive feelings towards him. On the rare occasion I do. But not often. We don't have time to have sex very much. I pretty much just keep busy with other things so that I'm not getting all hot and horny with no opportunity for release. That can get to be too frustrating. I know from past experience. I'm doing better being on my own though. I don't break into tears as much. I'm comfortable here in my apartment. I'm not feeling desperately lonely. Actually, I've stopped talking to people from Badoo. It bores me. lol

Christmas is coming. We will be celebrating on Monday. It should be a wonderful day. ;)