So quiet

G is so quiet.
I mean I know he's at music but, he usually always sends me a message, a kiss, something.

No sex today.
He says he wasn't with anyone else. And that he has to take his T tomorrow so he's tired.

But I mean. It's text. He could send me something just to make me feel better. He knows I'm missing him.
It just occurred to me.
Perhaps I am putting too much pressure on him.
Perhaps I'm smothering him and I need to back off... If I can.
I know, I am a very needy and clingy submissive. That's who I am.

I wish he would just come home. I wish he would read my story.
I wish I could hear his voice.
I hate going to sleep feeling like this. Feeling choked up. Feeling lonely. I know that just a word from him would make it all, all right.