Reasons

This is to remind me of why I left and why I can NEVER go back...

Put downs that he said to me...

No other man would ever want you.
You're like a dog in heat.
You're sick (for being kinky)
With these glasses I can see, your face has a lot of blemishes.
What I'm doing is more important than you.

Not paying attention to anything I had to say, always being in his own little world.
Talking incessantly about nothing, and being angry when I wouldn't listen for hours.
Refusing to give me sex.