Happy today... But then...

I've gone to workout. Feeling good, strong, pretty.

Then... These thoughts creep in... It so sucks... So I thought perhaps if I wrote it down...

When we first got together, when I first gave myself to G... His voice could make me wet. I wanted only to be his. Then he lied. He broke his word to me, he hurt me very badly. Even though I have forgiven him. It makes me angry that he did that because it made it so much harder for me to submit to him fully. It made me question my value as a woman. We had only just met, and within a few months he had a secret account and a new submissive. It made me feel unimportant. Like I am not enough of a woman for him or any man, like I was not interesting enough to hold his attention for even a few months. He did not understand the damage he did to me.

It's been a long road back.
I'm slowly starting to feel better again. He has proven himself to be my rock, that he won't abandon me for someone new. He has proven that he truly loves me and values me.
I am his.
I want to be.

Now... That's done.
They are out of my head!
And I'm not going to let those bad memories take any more of my happiness!!!

I belong to G.
I am his possession.
He is my Sir.
And I love him deeply.
We are together.
He gives me the strength to carry on when I have none.
That's what matters.
Yesterday is gone.