ETERNITY

This is my fantasy that although is completely within the realm of possibility, will never become a reality.

It's been three months since the most amazing event of my life. My Sir came to visit me for the very first time. We've only met in person that once. We've been in a LDR for almost two years.

It was the day my Sir collared me. It was a simple but beautiful ceremony. (I reach up to touch the elegant yet simple collar that is fastened around my neck). It really was beautiful. I was led down the aisle by my Mentor. He loosely held the end of a silver chain that was clipped to a plain leather collar. (It had been my training collar).
I was wearing only that and a simple white robe tied at the waist with a silver cord. To begin the ceremony and as a symbol of my absolute trust, I silently untied the cord and removed the simple white robe I was wearing. Now completely exposed and vulnerable, I stood before him naked, my eyes to the floor. Slowly, I then lowered myself to a kneeling postion and laid my hands, palms up, on my knees. (This part of it did not require speech. For by assuming this submissive position, in front of the community, it was understood that I was  offering myself to him.) It was now up to him to accept (or not). He took the lead leash from my Mentor, who then unfastened it from the training collar and removed the collar from my neck. This meant he accepted my gift. I was trembling, but it wasn't from the cold. Though I knew him and was deeply in love with him, this was the first time I'd ever been in his physical presence. I could barely breathe.
He reached down and gently lifted my chin. My skin prickled, my eyes closed, I was suddenly shy.
"Julie, my beloved submissive, open your eyes." he gently commanded.
Upon hearing his voice for the first time, without electronic assistance, my body responded. A rush washed over me. I felt weak. I obeyed. (of course) and my deep brown eyes were met with the most beautiful blue eyes I'd ever seen. Only ever having viewed them on a computer screen, I was lost in his gaze.  I took in a deep breath, and was mesmerized by his powerful masculinity.  The whole experience was exhilarating.

He then gently leaned down and fastened the most beautiful collar I had ever seen, around my neck.
It was official! I was his!
With a smooth, seemingly effortless, motion he lifted me up into his arms, holding me close,  and carried me away. Although I am an exhibitionist, this time, our first time to physically be together, he had already said, would be private, just the two of us.

This night I would finally be claimed by the Master I loved. And this same night when I gave myself to him he also gave me the most precious gift he had to give.

He laid me gently on the bed. There would be time for S&M play later, I knew. He had made it clear to me that the first time he would claim me it would be done with passion, but also love, tenderness. He said it was important for me to feel the depth of his love for me before he could give me the glorious pain that I craved.
"You are now mine, completely." he said as a statement not a question.
"Yes Sir." I somehow managed through my happy tears.
"And, just so you know what's going to happen to you, I intend to breed you, tonight." he paused. Then continued, "Do you understand?" I nodded. "I didn't hear you," his tone had changed slightly. I knew what he expected of me.
"Yes Sir," I barely managed.
Many times he had told me that he considered
a submissive's willingness to allow her Dom to impregnate her to be the ultimate act of surrender.
My mind wasn't processing very quickly, what with the rush of emotions I was feeling. But I remember thinking, just then, that I now understood why he was asking all those questions about my cycle.
I shivered with excitement, I had not expected this. However, the prospect of him filling me with his sperm and impregnating me was very hot for me. It was a scenario we had played out many times over the phone and computer during our times together. 
I was already wet just being near him, but at those words I felt the heat between my legs intensify. I felt the warmth of my juices starting to trickle downward. All I could think about was having him fuck me, his cock deep inside me, touching my cervix, and then releasing his load and filling me full of his seed. I was his property, I had agreed to wear his collar, and that meant that I was his to do with as he pleased,  including impregnating me.
I opened my mind, my heart and my body to him willingly and completely and he claimed what was his.

Present day:

(I unconsciously placed my hand on my slightly rounded tummy)
Very soon, well, in 7 months, I will give birth to my Master's baby. A baby girl.  According to the ultrasound.
I will raise her pretty much on my own, although I know he will visit, and provide for her as much as he can. Never the less, she will know, without a doubt, that she is loved by him and by me. She was conceived in pure  love and raised with an abundance of love.

She shall be called "Eternity".