Okay so I wrote a whole big long blog then I closed my phone and lost the whole thing. ;(
Apparently I can only learn to save things when somebody I don't want to see them can see them.
So today was big big huge huge fight. All because I was talking to my DOM when I wasn't supposed to be. Yes I broke my word. But that just wasn't working, and i know from experience, there's no negotiating with him. I cant go 3 days without at least a text message or something. I just lose it I just can't do it. I get too emotional. I don't know if that's normal because I've never been in a D/s relationship before. But at any rate hubby wanted to punish me for it. So he said that I would have to go two weeks without any contact from my Dom at all whatsoever. Hubby is not my Dom. And even if I wanted to, which I don't, I know there is no way that I could stick to an agreement like that. There is no way that I would be able to go two whole weeks without contacting him at all that's just unreasonable that's just outrageous it's just too much I couldn't handle it. Yes I know, pathetic, right, that's what he said that its pathetic that I need contact with my Dom but I don't agree. So I'm not going home. I'm out of there for now. I don't know where I'm going to live and all I have is the clothes on my back, my purse and my phone. I don't even have my dog. And I'm not going back there. He threw a cup of coffee all over me and then stranded me in a parking lot. And he took the house key so that I couldn't get in. Enough is Enough.
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