Starting to feel guilty. Because I had told him I wouldn't leave. But I have to. It's just getting worse. Do I want more things broken? No. Do I want to push him to the breaking point? No.
I feel so bad for him. Losing his wife. So hard for him. But what can I do. Staying with him is just torturing him. He can't handle the relationship I have with Grizz. He doesn't want to give me sex. His theories on "prosperity" and "truth" and "the true nature of reality" are more important than me. They always have been. He tells me that. Tells me I should be more supportive of him. Sure. Fine. But what about support for me. I get nothing.
He doesn't care at all about any of my concerns. I am frivolous according to him. My emotional and sexual needs are stupid. He says I am putting too much importance on sex. Ugh! There's just no getting through to him.
I have to stay strong and stay gone. It's hard though.
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