Guilt dissuaded

He called.... and it served to help me to see that I'm doing the right thing. I need to let him go. And he needs to do the same.

He believes that my Dom has taken me from him. He doesn't see that he drove me away.

He started out the conversation by saying I could come home and I can do anything I want and talk to my Dom anytime I want even if he's with me and he won't say anything about it and then he adds...which means, and he gave an example that if he wants to watch something on TV that I'm already watching he's just going to come and change the channel and be ignorant to me constantly.  So how is that supposed to make me want to go back . It just makes me know that I need to never ever go back and I'm writing this in here so that I can read it and maybe remember that when I get stupid and think that maybe it could work out. It's not going to work out its done its over I need to accept it.

Just a few minutes to the conversation he then changed. And started back on that oh you need to take to get to not talk to anybody on fact or talk to you or Dom or anything for 2 weeks. I guess you think that's going to cure me or something he believes that I'm brainwashed I don't know. But it makes me know, the conversation has made me realize again why I can't go back.