Lost

I am feeling lost.
I am missing Marc.
I am missing Bill.

I am feeling lonely.

How did I end up here all alone.

:(

I am feeling so ugly, I feel like no man would want me.
That is what Marc said to me.

Why does Grizz even want me, I don't know.

I have nothing to offer anyone.

Why
Why did I leave my husband.
If I could I would get up and go back right now.
It's good that I can't.
Maybe I just hate being alone.
I miss his hugs and his back rubs, although he had stopped doing that as much.
I have no purpose. No reason.
I have nothing.
I have no one.
I am alone in this world. We all are.
Grizz says I can't make him happy.
I know what he means. But, it's not true. His wife makes him happy.
People can make other people happy or miserable.

I feel very nauseous.