I am a submissive

I identify as a submissive woman.
I'm happiest when I know that I'm his.
When he reprimands me, when I know that I will, and want to obey him. When he gives me the opportunity to serve him.
I enjoy calling him Sir. It helps to remind me that he is not just my lover. He's not just some man that I have cyber sex with. He is my Master. My sir. That's what I want. That's what I choose.
I long to be more submissive to him. I don't really know how. But it is what I long for.
Perhaps if there is some way I can be more accountable for my actions. Maybe have him give me something some kind of task that I can show him that I've completed.
We used to have that. On Thursdays, I was to clean my kitchen spotless and send him a picture of it. I sometimes didn't want to, but, I would do it because I wanted to obey him. It was a good way to be able to experience submitting to him.
Perhaps something like that.
Or writing. The thing is, he has told me to keep this journal, but he doesn't make sure that I do.
And he does keep me on track as far as going to the pool and eating and going to counseling. Am I, would I be asking too much of him for him to increase his control of me. It's what I want. It's what I need.