But I had mentioned to G, how much I really want to go and want to make these people my friends. So, of course, when I asked to be able to stay home he said no. LOL. I knew that when I mentioned it he would not accept any excuses. LOL. I love him so much.
So I went, saw people that I know, well, that I have met before. It was very good. Great conversations and laughter and heart to heart with another submissive. Really great. I am so glad I went.
I don't know why I always back out. SMH. I love being there. I don't like the drive so much.
At least the Halloween party will be here in town. I still can't decide what I will go as. I do want to dress up. I will have to think about it a lot more. hmmmm
I always feel so welcome at coffee. I am very quiet when I first get there but pretty soon I am engaged in lively conversation with someone. They are all very nice people, at least those that I have met are very nice.
I talked about G a little bit. I know some probably don't really understand how I can maintain a relationship with a Dom who lives 2700km away. mmmm but I love him. That's how I can. I just can't imagine not being able to message him or talk to him... it would be awful.
There is a play party coming up and M. Les mentioned that he is going, on his own, and so won't be playing, I said yes, I won't be playing either, because I am not allowed to play. Another gentleman and his wife asked me why, I said because my Dom lives 2700km away. LOL
It has been a lovely day today.
G said we will talk on the phone before bed. That's always wonderful, helps me sleep. *happy sigh*
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