I love him, I am staying :)

It was a long day, full of thoughts.
I wrote it all out once but apparently deleted it.

I am deleting my Fet account. I have decided.
I do not want to lose Bill.
He is more important to me than that stupid website.
I want to move past all the garbage.
I have forgiven him but I need to be able to forget so that I can truly submit to him the way I want to.
He is my rock, and I will cling to him for support until I can stand on my own and then I will walk beside him. Where I belong.

I love you Bill. (kisses)