My Temper Tantrum

I wrote this a couple of hours ago.... I thought about deleting it... but... I changed my mind.
I do think I was just having a little temper tantrum.






I don't even care about writing in this stupid journal anymore.
He doesn't care, doesn't ask, doesn't check, so why should I.

Makes me so very mad that he said he was making sure that one of his little bitch faces was doing her daily tasks... ya I know I know, he does ask me about some things, but ugh!
If he has time to do that for her, then he should have more time for me!!!
She was not even his babygirl. And he says Jess is upset because he hasn't had time for her... then tell me how did he have time for this other stupid little bitch!

Don't fucking give me a chore or a task and then completely forget about it, what's the fucking point!
This is supposed to be a D/s relationship not an S/s!

Ugh! I am just irritable right now.
Not really sure why.
I think I am not getting what I need.
I need a Dom, NOT a boyfriend!

Things seem to be unraveling.
I guess I am just in a bad mood!