My Collar

I feel it now.
The weight of it.
It's warm now against my skin.
Snug but not tight.
Bought for a purpose.
For play.
Purchased for me in particular.
My size.
Smiling as we paid.
So funny.
My first time.
They had no idea.
Or perhaps they did. lol
He took it home with him.
He made me dinner.
He placed the collar on my neck.
Then he says...
When I put this collar on you, you are mine. I said yes Sir.
He fastened it. And attached the leash.
I lost it.
I grabbed him and burst into tears.
I recovered.
I said, I'm OK.
He said. Seriously...
I want to know what just happened.
I said... It's just... That I want this so much.
He said... I'm concerned that you're falling in love with me. If you are I'm stopping this now.
You need to be able to separate playing from being in love, can you do that.
Yes Sir, I said.
OK then.
You have too many clothes on.
Clean up the table, put the food away.
I'm going to go and get things ready I'm going to take you in the bedroom and fuck you before we go to the party.
(I melted)
The way he talked. Like he owned me.
So fucking hot.
Yes Sir

He came back out and led me to his room.
He fucked me. He came in me.
It was fucking awesome.

Then. We went to the party.
It was wonderful.