Babygirls ugh!

My nemesis it seems.

So, Sir has arranged for us to meet a babygirl. She's 27. As a couple not on his own. It does interest me. Actually, I have asked for a woman to play with.

I'm nervous.
Fear of being replaced.
He says that won't happen and that he's not Grizz. Sigh.
I'm struggling with it.
I want it, but it's very scary too.
And I have questions.

Will she meet the boys?
Will she also be his vanilla gf like me?
I think probably not, I don't think he'd want to explain that.
He says, we will only play, the three of us. I do find comfort in that, he says this is for US not just him.

Maybe she won't even like us.
We're meeting on Tuesday.
This will depend a lot on how open she is.
I don't know exactly what he wants
He said, "things will get more expensive if there are 3 of us" hmmm does that mean I won't get him to myself at all?
Seriously though, he doesn't have time to have a full-time baby girl.
I have thought of calling him daddy from time to time.
I'm not sure I can though.
And baby girls sometimes irritate me.
And what if she's a crazy one lol.
Well, some questions will be answered on Tuesday.

She cancelled. :(
I'm disappointed and relieved at the same time.