Why I'm Afraid

I think I may have figured out at least partly why I'm so afraid of Tim leaving me.

When we first met... He said, I want a relationship but not a long term relationship. I don't even really know what that means.

And

His profile says, he's a Daddy Dom looking for his babygirl. He hasn't changed it.

That's what makes me think. For him, this is only a temporary relationship.

He says... it's not casual... what does that mean.

He says he loves me.

I hope he does but I'm not sure that I believe him.

I'm not sure he understands what love is?
Or perhaps it's me, because of all the men who have hurt me and lied to me.
Maybe I am not trusting him. When I should. I don't know.