I understand

I understand what he meant now when he was saying I was upset, and why he asked if I'd be able to sleep.

That time, he kicked me out.
I did get very upset following.
But, a big part of it was that I reached out to him for comfort.
And he flat out said he couldn't comfort me.
I know, he was just exhausted, his kid was sick.
But that added to me being upset
I chose to just deal with it on my own and give him a break.
I do understand that I do need to take responsibility for my own feelings ie sub drop.