In love

I'm officially in love.
No doubt about it.
I am deeply and irreversibly in love with him. ;)

I just want to please him and serve him to the best of my ability.

That was yesterday.

Today... well actually today I was just dreaming of him. Loving him.
But now
Now, there is a tightening in my gut.
A panic setting in.
A panic that he will leave me.
Abandon me.
No longer want me.
Like the others.

Like Dave, and Marc and Bill. :'(
Tears falling
I'm so very afraid.
I can't sleep
:(