Doubts

I'm not sure about him.
Only that maybe he's settling.
Maybe he'd rather have someone else.
A baby girl type. Young and thin like torture doll.
I think he might be in love with her.
But it's all conjecture.
And my own fears.
Grizz preferred someone younger, a baby girl. Maybe he will too.
I don't want to be the consolation prize.
I want someone who's grateful for me. Who would not be interested in a baby girl.
:(
Perhaps he doesn't exist.