Sometimes it feels like I'm not a real person. it feels like I'm sitting back and watching all these things happen to someone else. it's disconcerting. I feel disconnected from everything and everyone. like I'm just a spectator.
It's scary. because how do I make a decision about something that's important in my life when it feels like its not my life when I'm watching somebody else's life when everything that happens is happening to someone else its weird I I don't know how to explain it. It's very upsetting still everything that happened still makes me just as upset but it's all surreal I don't know I don't know how to shake this feeling like I can't think properly I can't see properly I can't understand anything I feel weird strange unwell.
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