I remember

I remember
The feeling that first night, so warm, feeling like as if you were really there with me holding me close and keeping me safe.

I remember...
The first time you sang to me "You Belong To Me" it was so beautiful I felt like I really did belong.

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The first time you said those three little words "cum for me". So fucking hot.

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Trying to choose between you and meeting someone in person.

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You said "I'm safer"

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The rush I would get when I would read the words "you're mine".

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Thinking that you sounded just like Dr Phil. :) such a sexy Texas accent.

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Being amazed that phone sex with you could be so fucking hot. Almost better than live. You were so very good at it. Such an imagination.

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My neighbors complaining. lol

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You said " I'm starting to have very strong feelings for you.

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How happy and proud I was to be listed as your property on your profile

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I am "in love" with you.

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Giving you control. giving you my passwords.

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Taking them back because you betrayed me. you gave me your word. then you broke it.

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Forgiving you, but it was never the same, I never really trusted you after that.

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Leaving my husband.

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Getting beaten and my nose broken because I refused to move back home and stop talking to you.How you listened while I cried.

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Catching you in lie after lie after lie.

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Leaving Fet so that I could remain yours and not have to see and be be hurt by what you were doing. Because, I loved you and just couldn't bring myself to give you up.

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