My Obsession ??

Talked with him a bit, about how sad it makes me that he doesn't miss me.
He didn't say... but i do miss you...
But he did say... I don't know why you think that.
He says he thinks he does show me he loves me and wants me... but that I am saying... what he's doing is not enough... and that there is nothing else he can do
I understand that he feels frustrated. I understand that he doesn't know what it is I need. Because I don't even know what it is that i need,
All i know is that. I usually feel that this relationship is all one sided.
he says that's not true
I don't know if it's my issue or if there actually is something missing.


I posted a meme that he says made him very angry - I wouldn't have expected him to be angry
It said... If my absence does not affect your life then my presence has no meaning in it.
It was ,,, sort of directed at him, it was directed at any person I may be in a relationship with.

One thing I think... I need to find a hobby or something to keep me busy so that I don't always just be thinking about him and missing him. Perhaps I am being a little obsessed.

Ugh! I am afraid, if I pull away, he will just let me go and then our relationship will be over.
I don't want him to lose me. It makes me sad.
I don't want to have to find another Dom, I like the one I have.